How do you cope? 

I think I’ve lost the ability to handle this shit, again. 


I was kind of floating

Fragile but still

I was floating 


It came creeping upon me

No warning

It didn’t even make a sound

Nothing

And the floating all of a sudden started to speed up

Downwards 


It wasn’t even falling this time

I was crashing, right down into it

The hell 

The fire


Down to the burning hole that’s fretting my skin of, until there’s only a disgusting bloody meat bag left of me. 


And everything hurts 

I have no shield left to hide behind 

Every touch

Every look

Every word 

It hits me like a fire truck right in the chest



Until there’s nothing left but pieces 


Of a once strong human being 


Shattered 


Destroyed and defeated by her own mind. 


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