How do you cope?
I think I’ve lost the ability to handle this shit, again.
I was kind of floating
Fragile but still
I was floating
It came creeping upon me
No warning
It didn’t even make a sound
Nothing
And the floating all of a sudden started to speed up
Downwards
It wasn’t even falling this time
I was crashing, right down into it
The hell
The fire
Down to the burning hole that’s fretting my skin of, until there’s only a disgusting bloody meat bag left of me.
And everything hurts
I have no shield left to hide behind
Every touch
Every look
Every word
It hits me like a fire truck right in the chest
Until there’s nothing left but pieces
Of a once strong human being
Shattered
Destroyed and defeated by her own mind.
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