Live fast die young

From having and living in three different places. 

Having three different homes

to having none. 

To not feel at home anywhere.

Not even in life. 

To have nowhere 

and no one to go to.

It’s literally the worst feeling I’ve ever had in my whole life. 

Worst than being suicidal. 

Because it’s all just empty. 

Everywhere I turn my face 

I see nothing

I feel nothing 

It feels like there’s nothing keeping me on this earth anymore. 

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