your mother
is in the habit of
offering more love 
than you can carry

your father is absent 

you are a war 
the border between two countries
the collateral damage
the paradox that joins the two
but also splits them apart 

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he was supposed to be 
the first male love of your life 
you still search for him 
everywhere 

.

a daughter should 
not have to 
beg her father 
for a relationship 

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